Silence...

OMG!! that's TWICE! BLOODDDY HELLLL. I wrote up one post... and that didn't work, and lost what I had written. so I just wrote it out again... and it didnt' work AGAIN... and I LOST IT AGAIN!.

Man! Should I even bother again????

AJ messaged: "Sorry about last night"
I thought about it for a while and decided to message him back: "wats there to be sorry about? I mean she is your gf. Its made me realise that this can't continue. It's not fair on any1"
He replied with, "I know, and seeing you that upset, made me realise that i rather you a friend then lose you altogether"
I didn't reply, because what left is there to reply to? Really? I doubt that he could just be "friends". So I didn't reply and have decided to ignore future calls, messages and only speak to him, if I must, at work. The situation was bad from the very beginning. Why I allowed it to continue, I don't know. I liked the attention I guess. I soooo need to go out and meet people... guys! grr.. He is such an asshole, what was I thinking?