Phone is spastic!

For some reason the reception keeps dropping in and out. And I'll like receive a phone call but hear nothing on the other side then it hangs up. Or I can get a message, but when I attempt to send a reply it always fails. I checked other people's phones and theirs is fine with reception... including my sister's who is also Optus. So my phone is spastic. Which I guess is a good and a bad thing. Bad coz I'm not gonna be able to be contacted or contact anyone until I get another phone or something. Also, I have to buy a new phone now (or attempt to find an old one at mum's). Good coz I won't be tempted to message filo guy.

You guys can come in to bowl on Thursdays... And it's "Tight AS" coz they're all touchy about the "ass" bit for some reason. Anyway, if I was working and you guys came in, I would give you staff rates - which is $3 a game, so even cheaper... Did you still wanna come in?

Was it awkward or what yesterday? I asked him to come in and he was like all nervous and crap... going "isn't someone home? Where's your aunty and uncle?" And then like we were standing inside and he goes "are we just gonna stand here?". That sounds mean, but he didn't mean it mean... haha... So anyway, we went to Knox and stood there for a while trying to work out what movie to watch... frankly I wasn't really in the mood to go see a movie - I was feeling guilty for not doing any homework during the weekend. We ended up seeing some Aussie comedy called 'Kenny'. It was alright. Anyway, he was holding my hand and trying to hug me and stuff in the cinemas... There's really not much to say... so we drove back to Hao Ying's and we were sitting in the car... and he wanted to kiss me and I was saying stuff like "we shouldn't be doing this. I shouldn't see you anymore..." He goes he has two letters for me... but he didn't have it on him, and that he'd give it to me when he saw me next. And he was saying that he was gonna come and see me on Saturday night but then my sister told him I was passed out... and he apparently asked someone why I wasn't speaking to him on the phone.

haha... anywho, so we like talking and hugging... and he kept trying to kiss me and I said it was wrong... blah blah... and I was asking him why he liked me, and he wouldn't say... and then I hear his phone vibrating in the slot on the side of the door... and I looked at who was calling and it was his girlfriend... at which point I said "I'm gonna go now" and left.

Talk about a complicated situation. How did I feel when his girlfriend was calling? I dunno. I don't think I like him enough to start crying etc. It was just weird and bad. I feel bad for her. And I feel that this whole situation is too screwed up... and yet... man! I need to go out and meet someone else to distract me from this idiot.

Not exactly what you were looking for was it? lol... I was saying to him that this situation is bad, and that I shouldn't see him anymore because he hasn't broken up with his girlfriend, I should see other people. And how I know I'm gonna end up hurt, and he was saying he didn't want to see me hurt... and then he was asking me, "how much do you like me?" As if I would reply to that! I just told him that I wouldn't say because I would only end up getting hurt.

On Thursday night he was asking me if I wanted to do something after work, but I left and by the time he'd noticed I was already on Stud Road. He called me "hun" and "babe". I told him last night he has no right to call me any of those names.

You know, I was thinking, I should have said to him: "even if you did break up with your girlfriend, how would I know if you didn't go cheat on me like you did with her?"

So what did you guys think of him... hahaha of course you'd be bias though considering you know that he's cheating on his girlfriend right? You know how my sister said he was fat? And then Jenny later told me that he wasn't, Adrienne replied "I'm only telling her that so she won't like him". When I told Adrienne, she said she's gonna kill ya Jen... hahaha But yeah she was starting to influence me actually.

Ahhhhhh... man, it's a good thing, a GREAT thing that my phone is going spastic at the moment. Coz he can't contact me, and I can't contact him. Only downfall in this is that I'm waiting on a call from Centrelink to see if our claim for "unreasonable to live at home" has been approved or what.

Oh and he goes, yeh that guy (Leo) tried to give me a hard handshake... hahaha it's funny coz it's like they were sizing each other up or something!

It's a bad bad bad situation... what do you guys think of him? What did Leo think of him? Argh... what am I gonna do! No, I know what I'm gonna do: avoid him. It's fabulous my phone has died, coz if it hadn't I would be tempted to contact him. Why do I put myself continuously in that situation???