Speaking of mum's being brutal with their children: my mum likes to often touch my flab and comment about how fat I am. The worst one she ever said to me was "why don't you enter Miss University (it was for Chinese girls) coz I saw the show on TVBJ and they're all pretty ugly". She was bascially saying I was ugly and I would have a chance to win... talk about boosting your self-esteem huh??

You guys can still come and bowl! Come in on Thursdays if you like... lanes are free from 9pm. And I'll be there so you'll definitely get $3 per game.

As for what I think of the guys at Leo's party... ahahah man I was being too silly and being distracted by being drunk to notice anyone but us. And Jenny being WEAAAK WEEAAAAKKK! LOL... Generally though, I've noticed I don't usually perve on guys... the other time my sister came to uni with me, she was saying, "dude there are soooo many potentials on campus" and I'm like "where where where??" I just don't look.. perhaps it's the low self esteem thing? But my gay friend is training me into it... we have sessions when we sit down outside and rate guys as they walk pass... hahah next step is to approach them... yeh right! I just can't seem to approach guys... and so I don't bother even looking. Bleh..

How to meet guys?? Jenny!! You should be in on this too! lol
I've thought about.. hey going out to a club, going out and meeting guys... but like, hahaha as if. If I was being picked up by a guy at a club, I'd be like "yeah piss off" no matter how hot or not they looked. Guys at clubs mostly are sleazy and want one thing - that's what I reckon... so how else?? Through friends of friends? How? GRRRRRRRRRR